tired of my life recently...

Work, home then work, home then work, home then work, home then work, home. This type of repeated cycle, really very irks. I don't like what i'm having now. *Sign* I have to tone down abit more than abit. I realise that i'm not a very good friend to alot of so called friends... Feels like throwing away my hp line... Feels like isolating myself from everyone... Feels like making friends all over again... Feels like booking a chalet and MIA for a couple of days... Feels like... Feels like... Feels like...

I'm getting sick and tired of YOU!!!

Sometime i really wonder what am i to you?? Am i your GF or am i just another girl to fulfil your needs?? Always ask you a question, you can't even answer it directly. Is it because of your age? Or can i assumed you are just so confident in yourself(there's plenty of girl out there waiting for me, without you, i still can survive...) How well does your friend know you? I can say that you definitely have the look and the built but you are not a reliable person. Somehow when i requested to break because of our incompatibilities, you can answer me " not match, must break meh?" Then don't break continue to waste our time and continue to have quality fun. I don't understand why must you tell me all of your so-called good points even before we are together. Cos' after we are together, you are not what you said. All these things if i'm not an idiot or moron, i will definitely see it wth my own eyes and sense it with my own heart. You told me everything before hand and now i understand you les, i finds that you are a horrible bf. I finds that your thinking is like a 16yrs old boy. I think we should go our way. I'm not a beauty nor a perfect person but not to the extend i need you as my bf.